fake fairy tale

Once upon a time,I've met my prince, I was alone in my day dreaming time,when I noticed somebody looking at me from a distance, while I was sitting in front of our classroom..I took my diary and wrote something on it. There's no such time that I didn't dream to be a princess..For me, Love is a fairy tale...Then suddenly someone's seated behind me, a handsome guy approach med me,my sense of vision transmitted the message to my brain, scattered reaction to my nerves, and again I felt this weird feeling of mine.My heart beats faster than it's normal beating..

And I think I undergo this panic attack..The guy smiled at me,flashing his perfect white teeth..He stared at me with his expressive eyes and penetrating stare..And when I finally figured it out, I was shocked.Knowing in front of me was the man I dreamed about,he was my long time crush. He smiled and called my name.
It's so nice to hear when he voice it all out. It was like a sweet melody playing around my ears.I know exerted an effort just to see me and talk with me.But I can't control my natural shameful reaction when Imet Crush-able males just like him.And hat's the beginning..the beginning of my FAIRY TALE.
My fairy tale becomes real little by little..Because at last i finally found my prince charming,the man I've been dreaming of..And I felt like a princess..A pretty PRINCESS Love by a perfect PRINCE.

He's too good to be true,and I really really love him so much..Being with him was the greatest climax of my life,yes it was a climax..Cause,it's the best,yet it's the shortest..
A bitch stole him away from me,my prince has been stolen. He was stolen from me..It's so painful,but what can I do? I'm just a stupid,ordinary girl pretending to a PRINCESS when in fact I'm not. I have to stop dreaming. A bitch toke my place and took the heart of my beloved prince. And all I have to do is to move on and buried all the memories we've shared,and finally accept the fact that everything is nothing but only borrowed moments..
I have dreamed to be a princess for once..But now I've realized that I'm not CINDERELLA, neither SNOW WHITE nor ARIEL..And I live in a real world.not in a royal palace..Maybe someday, I can find someone again who would love me like i did..I hat walking down memory lane,especially because I had bad memories to avoid.
I was left with a broken heart..Maybe someday i would finally take hold of that piece of my heart that was missing,for now my only consolation was that once in my life,he had been my prince and he had been my hero. I just have to accept that sometimes BITCHES are better than PRINCESSES.. :'(

Sad Movies :'(

One night, on my way home from the school,I saw two people kissing on the road near our home.I know it is bad to stare but, I can't help not to do so..The scene was perfect,it was like I was watching a movie,his hands are on her waist and her's on his neck.The kiss was so perfect,it was passionate,genuine and real..I can feel the love between them..

I've almost admire them,but reality hits me..and hurts me so much..cause when I got closer to them,I notice that he was my BOYFRIEND and she was his long lost EX GIRLFRIEND.Reality strikes me now..I'm standing in front of them and they don't even notice my presence.

And now..I'm running..running fast as I could do to stop this bleeding heart of mine,I can't take the pressure when I looked at them kissing in front of me..I'm running and I don't know where to go..I ant to go somewhere..somewhere far..so far that no one would have a single clue about my being..Far that nobody would dare to mention his NAME..I will no longer fight for this love..cause I know..No matter how I try ..No matter how I fight for it,in the end I know, I'm not gonna win..

I think it's time to say GOODBYE..:'(

me :))

I’m the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen. I’m the girl who would rather stay in on a friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers. I'm the girl who wouldn’t make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy. I’m the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant. I’m the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I’m the girl who won’t make you hold her bags, but would rather hold your hand instead. I’m the girl who will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of. I’m the girl who would give the world to see you smile.